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Mary Chen: Killer of Self
15:04:59, 2000-02-07

I just got one piece of disappointing news and one downright BAD piece of news in the space of 1 minute.

I am NOT PLEASED.

Mogwai only helps a little. I need something angrier but I only brought sedatives and jams today, I expected a calmer, happier day. I don't like to be blindsided.

There are worse things. I obviously lead a charmed life if this is all i can find to bitch about, but the thought of this upcoming trauma and the fact that it's going to last for YEARS, or at least until i get fed up enough to blow off my options and quit... and the fact that it's going to infect 90% of every moment of my workday, and the fact that I so so specifically thought about making an effort to prevent this specific combination of bad things, but I thought it would be unprofessional.

It's pissing me off just thinking about this so i'm going to stop. No sense dwelling on how much it sucks, cause there's nothing i can do. Maybe it won't be that bad.

Fie.

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